Sometimes it is better left unsaid

things are not going well lately.. i don’t know why.. still questioning if i am doing all of those right.

And thing keeps haunting me is CRS thing.. yep, next week is self review time and i still don’t see any significance progress from myself. I hate it..hate it the most…

Things interesting is…today i somehow plan to get lost.. maybe buy ticket to bangkok, OZ, Lombok, anywhere… no BlackBerry and no laptop…alone..aww that could be awesome..

am getting bored..

few things i need to do:
- read ‘The Lost Symbol’
- keep working on my lil automated test project
- keep eating whole wheat bread (as it helps me a lot)
- reduce cigarette consumption (yeah i suck a cancer trigger substances and yes i am sux)

gotta go home now..feel cold and empty..

bye dad..

have a good rest, i promise i’ll be good and take care of mom and bro. i am so proud of you and i love you, dad.

xoxo,

your lil’ girl