Sometimes it is better left unsaid

Disappoinment has a name, it is heartbreak warfare..

Lusi — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 11:18:48 +0000

Yes completely disappointed!!

my stupid mouth..

Lusi — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 11:35:48 +0000

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
he was offended
No filter in my head
Oh, what’s a girl to do..

I’m never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I’d rather be a mystery
Than he desert me..

by JM…

this song is so me at the moment
i really really regret…
i am sorry….. please talk to me….
i am begging you..
i will make it up…i will make it up…
it is okay if you take a distance forever as long as i am forgiven…

perfectly lonely…

Lusi — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 12:19:19 +0000

guess at the moment i am paying for an hour of losing my worried minds…

happy day…

Lusi — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 11:34:25 +0000

thank you…love you much…

now i gotta run..it’s late already and i need to stock hand body lotion and body mist..

ah yeah…love John Mayer’s songs sooo muchh…… y’all need to listen to his new song ‘Who Says’!

i miss daddy..

Lusi — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 11:15:22 +0000

things are not going well lately.. i don’t know why.. still questioning if i am doing all of those right.

And thing keeps haunting me is CRS thing.. yep, next week is self review time and i still don’t see any significance progress from myself. I hate it..hate it the most…

Things interesting is…today i somehow plan to get lost.. maybe buy ticket to bangkok, OZ, Lombok, anywhere… no BlackBerry and no laptop…alone..aww that could be awesome..

am getting bored..

few things i need to do:
- read ‘The Lost Symbol’
- keep working on my lil automated test project
- keep eating whole wheat bread (as it helps me a lot)
- reduce cigarette consumption (yeah i suck a cancer trigger substances and yes i am sux)

gotta go home now..feel cold and empty..

at least tonight i know that he loves me..

Lusi — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 17:08:46 +0000

…and i also know the reason of something keeps popping in my mind… though it’s a tough pill to swallow, having him around is more than enough for me..

xoxo,

lusi

p.s.: just keep enjoying things while we could okay

daddy has gone…

Lusi — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 18:00:19 +0000

bye dad..

have a good rest, i promise i’ll be good and take care of mom and bro. i am so proud of you and i love you, dad.

xoxo,

your lil’ girl

lesson learned yesterday..

Lusi — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 10:57:33 +0000

do not believe in ads and do not keep your hopes up…

All that I want..

Lusi — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:09:14 +0000

It’s been three weeks that I act as the test leader for my first ‘real’ project. The world ‘real’ refers to the meaning of being paid by my company’s client.
I didn’t expect that this would be exhausting and full of pressure. Maybe many people think that “ohh..all that power”..But no, it’s totally not as simple as you imagine, especially the “managing on site tester” part. Those UK and Aussie guy sometimes make me frustrated.
But, being on this position makes me learn many precious things. Besides that, my authority is as big as my responsibility..haha…
And when I feel tired, frustrated and depesperate, I just want to…

get a mild hug, a kiss on my cheek and a whisper of good morning when I enter the door of my office

or

a stroke on my cheek instead of an explanation when I am asking for any questions

Mmmie ayam…mie ayammm…

Lusi — Tue, 15 Jul 2008 19:08:54 +0000

Halaw!
Been long time no post hehehe…Cuman kali ini gw mau share resep MIE AYAM…Yah maklum lah..selama di tinggal di Bali, gw blum pernah makan mie ayam seenak Bakmi GM (oopss..sorry sebut merk)… Jadi karena itu lah gw bikin mie ayam sendiri yang pastinya lebih enak (Narcis mode ON…hehehe..) Ok, before start, please prepare for the ingredients…

Bahan-bahan:
- Daging ayam
- Mie keriting telor
- Kecap asin
- Bawang putih
- Merica
- Kecap manis
- Minyak goreng

Untuk membuat mie ayam, kita perlu membuat topping ayam, minyak bawang putih, dan bakso (untuk bakso optional)

Cara membuat topping ayam:
- Tumis bawang putih yang sudah dicincang.
- Masukan ayam yang sudah dipotong-potong.
- Masukan kecap manis sesuai selera
- Tambahkan kecap asin dan garam bila perlu

Cara membuat minyak bawang putih:
- Tumis bawang putih dengan minyak sampai bawang putih matang.

Cara membuat bakso kuah:
- Rebus daging sapi untuk membuat kaldu.
- Tambahkan garam secukupnya.
- Lalu masukan bakso.
- Masak hingga bakso matang.

Cara menyiapkan:
- Siapkan mangkok.
- Masukan 4 sendok teh minyak bawang putih, kecap asin (selera), merica, dan MSG (optional)
- Setelah mie direbus, masukan juga ke dalam mangkok.
- Aduk rata.
- Tambahkan topping ayam dan bakso diatasnya.

Here is my final result:

Gampang kan enak lagi….hehehe…oke deh..see u all at the next post…