Sometimes it is better left unsaid

Yes completely disappointed!!

Heartbreak Warfare

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again
he was offended
No filter in my head
Oh, what’s a girl to do..

I’m never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I’d rather be a mystery
Than he desert me..

by JM…

this song is so me at the moment
i really really regret…
i am sorry….. please talk to me….
i am begging you..
i will make it up…i will make it up…
it is okay if you take a distance forever as long as i am forgiven…

guess at the moment i am paying for an hour of losing my worried minds…

thank you…love you much…

now i gotta run..it’s late already and i need to stock hand body lotion and body mist..

ah yeah…love John Mayer’s songs sooo muchh…… y’all need to listen to his new song ‘Who Says’!

things are not going well lately.. i don’t know why.. still questioning if i am doing all of those right.

And thing keeps haunting me is CRS thing.. yep, next week is self review time and i still don’t see any significance progress from myself. I hate it..hate it the most…

Things interesting is…today i somehow plan to get lost.. maybe buy ticket to bangkok, OZ, Lombok, anywhere… no BlackBerry and no laptop…alone..aww that could be awesome..

am getting bored..

few things i need to do:
- read ‘The Lost Symbol’
- keep working on my lil automated test project
- keep eating whole wheat bread (as it helps me a lot)
- reduce cigarette consumption (yeah i suck a cancer trigger substances and yes i am sux)

gotta go home now..feel cold and empty..

…and i also know the reason of something keeps popping in my mind… though it’s a tough pill to swallow, having him around is more than enough for me..

xoxo,

lusi

p.s.: just keep enjoying things while we could okay

bye dad..

have a good rest, i promise i’ll be good and take care of mom and bro. i am so proud of you and i love you, dad.

xoxo,

your lil’ girl

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